i guess this is the end?
which means i should show this to you. hahah.
if you want to read it, to go to the previous page, click any of the left arrows.
i dont know why theres so many.

i dont hate you
i dont think youre a bitch
i just thank you for being honest with me.
really.
dont do anything stupid okay.
i respect your decision,
it would be unfair to keep you in anything you dont want to be in.
guess it just wasnt fated, i suppose....

to be honest i didnt expect for this to happen.
and to be really honest i hope there isnt someone else.
that would just suck more.
and even if there were, i just hope it isnt a girl
because that would have meant i was a complete failure.
at least if it were a boy i could delude myself into thinking youre actually really straight.
yeap.

i cant deny that im crushed.
mainly because youre the first person to ever have broken up with me...
and because i never saw it coming.
but yeah..
im not blaming you.

i dont know.
the friends thing.
id like that very much too
just not now.
not soon, but hopefully one day
because youre a really great friend.

take care of yourself okay.
That night it fucking hurt.
It seemed like you didnt care, that he was more important.
You didnt try to see it from my point of view did you?
You wouldnt be jealous if i were still close friends with my ex that ive dated for the longest time ever?
On twitter you told me to gtfo
That hurt like a fucking knife
Then there were a lof of k's and fuck offs.
I couldve done what you really wanted.
And backed the fuck away.
But guess what? I love you. Through anything and everything. Even if it kills me.
You didnt bother replying my long texts.
You told me to forget about that night, the one i spent all night crying.
To be honest, were both lucky my friend was awake. She called and we talked on the phone. For if we havent i cant guarantee ill still be here.

Heres the thing, my friends dont like you. They cant see what i see in you. They keep telling me that they feel like its a one sided relationship. So when i have problems i cant go to them, theyll just tell me "i told you so".

Thing is, im in love with you and nothing they say can change it. I cant explain how i feel or what i feel, i just know i love you so fucking much.
All i ever wanted was to meet you. Is that so hard to ask for... Its killing me.
When i was in the US. It was fucking torture.
Its worse now because im home but now youre away :'(
So many insecurities. I dont know. I just miss you like fuck.
I love you.
Off to the US. You promised you would stay up. U promised a video call.
I was looking forward to tht. In fact i wanted to do that for the whole week but u kept sleeping on me. Hahah its sad. Its sad to have such high hopes but to be let down again and again. I love u i do. So much. But sometimes this just wears me out. Broken promises. Dont promise when u know h wont fulfill it. Im gonna fly off soon. Im going to miss you. So much. Im provably gonna spend half my day sleeping of u. i love u bby
Gonna be so far away from you
Sucks
Im afraid ill miss you too much.
3rd day in a row you sleeping on me?