Friday, December 16, 2011
2:03 PM
That night it fucking hurt.
It seemed like you didnt care, that he was more important.
You didnt try to see it from my point of view did you?
You wouldnt be jealous if i were still close friends with my ex that ive dated for the longest time ever?
On twitter you told me to gtfo
That hurt like a fucking knife
Then there were a lof of k's and fuck offs.
I couldve done what you really wanted.
And backed the fuck away.
But guess what? I love you. Through anything and everything. Even if it kills me.
You didnt bother replying my long texts.
You told me to forget about that night, the one i spent all night crying.
To be honest, were both lucky my friend was awake. She called and we talked on the phone. For if we havent i cant guarantee ill still be here.
Heres the thing, my friends dont like you. They cant see what i see in you. They keep telling me that they feel like its a one sided relationship. So when i have problems i cant go to them, theyll just tell me "i told you so".
Thing is, im in love with you and nothing they say can change it. I cant explain how i feel or what i feel, i just know i love you so fucking much.
All i ever wanted was to meet you. Is that so hard to ask for... Its killing me.
shes the greatest love ive got