"bby dont cry okay? hahah. i swear all i wanna do now is cry. hahaha. why are you apologising. you dont sound dumb. why would i ever go far away. youll never be fucked up. and if you ever were gonna be. well, i dont think id wanna go far away. i dont wanna leave you. i love you too much. hahah. you parents. a bit too harsh eh. but my parents would most prolly say the same thng. bby im sorry i suck at making you feel better. im a loser. haha. just so you know, i really do cry easily. im hurt easily. but its okay. hahaha. used to it ^^. hahahaha. anywaysss! bby im pretty sure i love love you more than... a lot of things. hahaha. ive enver felt this way before, but im only fourteen. hahaha. idk. sometimes im scared this is all a dream and when i wake up, you wouldnt be there anymore. idk how im gonna survive without you. hahahaha. fuck. just make sure yknow i love you okay? a lot. so much words couldnt even describe my love for you. /nods. i love you bby"

i was so touched. when you called me, i had to control my voice so it didnt break.

i love you