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hey (:
This is Nad. 17 5/4/94. im with my bbygrl, eva. shes always so far from me. so i decided to make this blog so i could spaz about her. and ill only show it to her, on the day we break up. hopefully,never. 21/8/11. the day it all started
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day 25
Wednesday, September 14, 2011 4:24 AM

you told me you cut today.
do you know how much that fucking hurts?
i was crushed.
sad
depressed.
i actually cried in class.
it was tht bad.
at least you kept your promise and told me.
hahah
all the emotions running through me.
man it hurt
i start thinking "am i not good enough?" "where did i go wrong?" "am i that insignificant in your life?"
and it gets the waterworks starting.
and it was only the second time i ever cried in class.
and you not telling me why
cant you trust me?
i respect your privacy
but it would be nice... if you trusted me enough to tell you some things, you know?
i care for you. a lot.
so fucking much.
maybe i dont show it.
because sometimes, i dont want to feel intrusive
i dont want to make you feel like youre choked.
i want to still give you that space we all need
but i love you so fucking much
forever.
and it hurts when you dont say it back.

shes the greatest love ive got
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