Hello, idk if youll ever read this again...
But okay.
Truth is. It hurts.
Hurts more than youll ever know
Hurts because it seems like youre okay while im taking all the pain.
Hurts because you didnt seem to care when you threw me away.
The first time didnt hurt this bad because you cared.
Even as a friend.

Im still defending you and everything i fought for.
Fuck my friends who diss you on twitter.
They piss me off. Big time.
They have no right to say anything.
Im not asking for a patch or anything
I just want closure.
So many questions.
Are you happy? Genuine questionc not sarcastic.
Are there moment where you miss me?
Why such a harsh break up?
Why a week earlier you were still all over me, or so it seemed?
Why didnt u say bye? Was it planned all along?
I dont know.
Dyou check my tumblr or twitter?
Idk

I guess i just wanna know if youre happy.
And why the harshness.

Idk i cant explain why i still love you and i still care but theres no way of showing it now.
No there isnt.
I care i still care.
Im pathetic

I dont blame you for leaving.
I really dont.
I just wished... It wasnt a slap in my face